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I am surrounded by babies all the time. Have I mentioned that I have two aunts that are prego, one cousin, and a girl I graduated just announced she was expecting. We just graduated! Less than 5 months ago! (they have been married for 2 years).
The only people I know in this city (other than the single ladies in my small group) are moms of babies! I have so much more in common with them than the girls in my small group- sans the broke college graduate thing, they got my back there.
Spending all this time with Babies I have convinced myself that I do not want one (maybe ever-- ok that was always a lie, just to get my hubby to wait). Hubby sees the financial bit of it, and thus doesn't want a child, for several
But now... I am surrounded all the time. I feel like it's this club of women that I have to be apart of. My family (excluding my mother) is waiting, and most not so patiently (ie father-in-law).
I hate that the only people I find things in common with are mothers. I don't want to/ shouldn't be one. I am not ever 23 yet!
I think a big issue is that this is all my life has come to, taking care of babies. I really want my old life back, where there were people who had things in common with me, and I was teaching the the classroom.
I have to get away from babies!!! (I say as I am watching one smile at me, and have 14 more hours of this before sunday night!)