Model. I do not know what my fascination has always been, but I always wanted to do it. That, and be a pageant queen. When I was younger I was quite thin, and fit. I thought I would be a good candidate. My mother kept me away from it all knowing the stresses that goes with it.
But to be honest, I still want it. I would love to know how people end up getting gigs for local stores and such. Each time I have been profesionally photographed I have been in heaven! I love it! I had built up a raproe with the photographer who did my wedding. We ended up being late becasue we got so into the photos! It was so much fun! He even submitted a few to a national magazine! It may seem petty but, those were some of the best days of my life.
So there you have it, my secret desire- to be a model.